Adam
is like the other men, so smart to convince women about their love that they recognize
their love is sincere. I never blame the men. Sometimes they too extremely
describe about love that make the women flying to hear it.
I
preoccupied with Adam’s utterance and his flattery in the virtual world that I
also realize that whose name is virtual. It’s hard to make come true because he
started to create a virtual. It is my fault, I consider him is real. I
recognize him from Blackberry Messenger (BBM).. How stupid I am, I believe his
utterances are only displayed clearly on the my screen, not from his heart. We barter
our pin, after that we meet and the relationship continuing as usual. We are
still dating via chat in virtual world which I said before. At that time I have
not been preoccupied, and I don’t feel anything, so I continue it because I’m
sure “I’m not in love”. And at the second meeting he meets me, he comes with
his girlfriend.
Oh
God… My chest tightened, I don’t know
what this feeling??? Am I broken heart??? But I don’t feel ever fall in love,
and isn’t broken heart always begin with love??? At that time, I stuck,
speechless, trying to hide the tightness that rumble in my heart from my best
friend who also seen all the events that happened with me. I can’t cry either,
simply because I don’t know what I’m feeling. But clearly I realized when I fall
in love at that time my heart broken. Or am I just feel stuck them??
